Once Pete asked me how old I am. 20? he asked then giggled, " You are still a baby." please I am a grown up,I shouted in my mind.

However, I can't deny that he was right.

As a girl not so pretty enough to call any attention, a girl not so intelligent, a girl not so talented or a girl strong enough, I'm just one of the thousand people you might come across everyday.

After learning English for more than a decade, I still can't be fully involved in the native environment, still have to prepare a lot before the test and got a score not so satisfactory.

Still, so easy to feel hurt by those rude words and tough people which actually are all common things in an adult's life.

I want to realize my dream, but hesitate in front of the reality; I wanna to love, but trapped by the past; I want to make a breakthrough of my life, but lack of couragement.

Like a baby in its baby carriage, reaching out my hand to catch sth, but  restricted by the belt which I buid myself.

Life to me, sometimes is too long a journey to be predicted. So much to learn, so much to conquer and so much to cherish.

To graduate next summer, I'm not sure if I'm prepared to study overseas by myself or be qualified to get a good job, but wherever I will be I will try to be stronger.

SO DON'T WORRY!

从来没觉得这么高大过，从来没觉得这么钦佩过，也许是距离远了，也许是我们都变了。

记得我

世界上，每时每刻都有人枕着幸福入眠，一些人对着夜色凭吊自己的孤独。
爱情就是如此戏剧又充满宿命的东西
一直想不透，一个人是怎样地放下过去，走入另一个人的世界的，也许是，从那个人那里得到了所谓的希望吧
当一切期许成了泡影，热闹落幕，身边人逐渐被掩埋在记忆的洪流之中，谁能说清孰梦孰真。
我们都是如此的尘埃，期待那千万分之一的可遇不可求，成为彼此的光亮。